Yesterday I underwent my third attempt at bilateral breast reconstruction.
Fat grafting, nipple and aereola recontruction was to finally take place after 7 months.
I cant believe it has been this long, 7 months of not feeling whole, not feeling like a woman.
The surgery went well, the anesthesiologist was different than the last 2 times and didnt do as good a job with pain and nausea control.
The surgeon used what little abdominal fat she could harvest to graft around my breasts trying to give them a more natural sloped look and feel.
She did a great job giving me a little more natural cleavage. She used any remaining loose skin to create a nipple.
This was kinda fun actually getting to pick the size and shape of my nipples! How big and how errect I wanted then to be, it was a big decision!
Also, she tattooed my aereola. This was also really cool. I got to pick how large of an aereola I wanted and what colour even!
I am fair skinned and always loved my pinkish tone nipples. Something I was proud of, as I have never been fond of brownish tone nipples lol.
Before they put me to sleep my doctor brought out about 9 different colours of tattoo ink to choose from. We started with a natural flesh colour and then she added a little peach, and a little pink and voila!
She used a marker and ruler to measure the areas to ensure that my nipples would be level and not lopsided. Again making them even more perfect than my natural breasts. After breastfeeding 3 kids, my breasts were a little saggy, and my areolas seemed to grow larger after each child birth. It was a positive aspect to this entire experience to be able to recreate younger looking breasts!
I am covered in bandages and cant yet see the final product. I have been instructed to leave the bandages on and let them fall off naturally. They are waterproof so I can shower tomorrow.
There is a great deal of pain around my abdominal area where fat was removed. The surgeon claimed she had to really dig and took everything she could find. I guess thats a positive thing. All that is left from my paleo and TRX lifestyle is loose skin. I plan to have the surgeon remove that loose skin next spring. I think I've earned that!
This weekend, my husband and I have planned 2 nights away alone. No kids!
Downtown Toronto for a work related conference! A hotel room, romance, a dinner date, and most importantly alone time with the man who has stood by my side since my very first mammogram.
I couldnt possibly love him any more!
CAUTION!!!
NUDITY AHEAD!!
IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE MY BREASTS
DONT READ ANY FURTHER............................
MY BOOBIES ARE COMING...............
Previvor
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